>>42318
I understand where you're coming from. I'm gay and I wouldn't say I have no interest in sex, but I never really cared for gay porn all that much. When I did watch it I was really picky about it. I don't have an attraction for woman, but I'd rather look at videos/pics of woman in diapers vs men not in them.
The strange thing is I see myself as the sub when it comes to this fetish, but I hate being the bottom when it comes to sex. I tried it and hated it every time. I wouldn't say "no" to topping someone I liked, I'd enjoy it too, but I'd want them to diaper me up after. I guess it makes me a switch with an asterisks. It's also annoying being a gay sickened by hookup culture, but that's a whole other conversation you didn't ask about.
>>42325
>Every moment wasted not grinding the social game for IRL friends and meetups works counter to the goal.
I don't fully disagree with you, but finding trustworthy people in this kink who won't spaz out is getting harder and harder. I 100% abandoned shit like Discord for that reason.