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>long sessions/multiple orgasms/doing other stuff while fucking
This sounds normal, but I mean like extreme with it. I mean I like to go literally all day. Yes, it's tiring, but when we need a break, I try to convince girls to take a break while still fucking, just in a less tiring way, like by just sitting on my lap, keeping me inside them, while we do other stuff, like "netflix and chill." Most are interested in trying, but some give up pretty early. Some don't, though, and it's hot as hell. Depending on the girl, it's easy to get really deep inside them while spooning, and we can just lay there, but sometimes the girl has a bigger butt, which gets in the way, making that position not as deep and not as good. But she can go on her back and I can lay on my side, turning like an L shape, which gets pretty deep, so long as she lays right. Some girls have no bodily awareness and just can't figure out how to move so that the angles are right and it gets deeper. I also got a hammock recently, and laying in it facing each other, with our genitals meeting in the middle, works awesome, once you get everything lined up just right. Nice view, too.
Anyway, positions like this allow for very long sessions, including literally falling to sleep together. It's extremely romantic. Because as much as I said I hate women, really I'm a romantic at heart, and it's my broken heart that leads to my hatred. But sometimes I can get a feeling very close to romantic like this. But the best part is that since it's relaxing for both of us, we can stay in position after we cum, so it makes multiple orgasms easy, even for the man. Sometimes I can get a girl to sleep like this, but sometimes they find they can't sleep because it keeps them too horny. That's a good problem to have, I suppose. But other times it's really hot to wake up in the middle of the night, already be inside a girl, fuck her gently (try not to wake her up, but hopefully give her sweet dreams), cum inside her, then go back to sleep. I usually wake up several times during the night, so by morning, she might have three or four loads inside her. And then of course she wants one more when we both actually wake up. They always find it really hot to wake up and find how much cum is inside them. It's pretty messy, but worth it. Also, sometimes they wake up during the night and want some action, so they wake me up, sometimes by squeezing their vaginas, which is super hot, and the signal in that case is loud and clear, so we can have another round without either of us even opening our eyes, let alone talking or doing anything else. And I know what you're thinking, that a man wouldn't stay hard all night. And that's sort of true. But it stays more hard, because it is in a pussy, after all, so it doesn't go all the way soft. And when I wake up inside a girl, even if I'm sort of soft, the realization that I'm in her is enough to make me hard again. I've had girls tell me they like the feeling of that, too, of feeling a dick getting bigger inside them. Sometimes it also just happens while I'm sleeping, and I don't even notice, but they tell me about it after. Sometimes I get woken up when I feel her start playing with her clit, and then I can help out and take over for them, while also adding to it by fucking them. They usually seem to appreciate it.
I mentioned "netflix and chill" as in actually watching movies while fucking, and it's actually sort of easy to get girls to try that (at least if you can get them to fuck at all) but it's even better when I can get girls into doing other things while still fucking. Like I once had a long-term girlfriend that did this very often, so it was pretty much just understood that if we were alone together and not doing anything that prevented it, then I would be inside her, at least overnight and a few hours a day. So sometimes we weren't really even doing anything together, and she would just be scrolling on her phone, and I might be reading a book, or sometimes one of us would be playing a video game. I got the idea from a different girl that, frankly, was gross, but for some reason she asked me to fuck her while she played Ducktales: Remastered. Fucking weird idea, but ended up being a fun one, and I kept it in mind for the future. But anyway, it is very sexy and romantic to be connected together like that, even while doing otherwise independent things. But my absolute favorite is when we played video games together while I was inside her. It was tough to find the right games for it, because honestly some really hard games are just a bit too hard to play when distracted in this fashion, but we would play things like Mario Kart and Hyrule Warriors, and those worked very well. It was extra fun because when she tensed up due to something happening in the game, she would squeeze me tighter, I think involuntarily. It might sound silly, but there was an interesting difference in playing vs in Mario Kart as opposed to co-op in Hyrule Warriors. Both were good, but that feeling of competition created a different form of sexiness and romance than the feeling of cooperation.
Also one time she found a co-op porn game, Project X: Love Potion Disaster - Mod Edition, and that was awesome. Not like it was the best porn in the world or anything, it's a pixelart Sonic beat-em-up, but it got us too horny to just play it in our regular positions, which only really let us fuck kind of slow. That one required her to lay on her front, with me on my knees, entering her from behind. Could fuck a lot harder that way. Luckily beat-em-ups are mostly mindless, so the added distraction wasn't a major problem. Beat the whole game in a couple hours (last few levels are still unfinished. It's a fan game after all). It was awesome. Went looking for other co-op porn games after that, especially action-based ones, but for obvious reasons, they're hard to find. Those types of games are usually meant to be played solo. But either way, the reason I like doing this stuff with them is because it's both sexy and romantic, and I think the reason it's romantic is because it's innocent. It's innocent fun that is only enhanced by our attraction for each other. It's mutual enjoyment with each other on multiple levels.
While doing things like this, my record is a full 24 hour fuck session. I only met one girl horny enough over me to go for that long, but unfortunately the relationship didn't last very long. The rest claim their vaginas start to get sore after a while, unless we've been going quite gently (and I usually believe them, because my dick sometimes starts to get sore after 8+ hours, unless it's been mostly stationary or very gentle), but one girl was into it enough to go for literally 24 hours, only stopping because we eventually had to go somewhere. The only times I wasn't inside her was when we changed positions (so only a few seconds each time), or for brief bathroom breaks. But my goal is to eliminate even some of those breaks.
>Girls peeing
I fucking love pussy and anything to do with it. I also like periods, but actually it's relatively easy to experience fucking and eating out period pussy (at least if you can get laid in the first place), because girls get more horny on their periods, and it is easier to convince them it isn't gross to me. But it's difficult to broach the subject of getting her to pee on me, or piss right in my mouth when I'm eating her out. Once it happened by accident, with that girl I had the 24 hour session with, when I was eating her out for a really long time, and she accidentally let out a little squirt, and she was really embarrassed and made me stop, but I actually liked it. It legitimately tasted good. It was very sweet. That's probably not what it's supposed to taste like, but she was after drinking coffee with artificial sweetner, and I hear that doesn't get broken down in the body. Now I want a girl to drink nothing but water with artificial sweetner in it, and then to let me, no, have me, lock lips with her pussy and eat her out while drinking straight from her. This serves three purposes: 1) I fucking love pussy and get to get up close with it. 2) It means she wants me to do sexual stuff for her. 3) It actually tasted good the one time I got to try it a little, and I want to do it more and improve it.
>Loli
I never got any attention from girls until I was much too old. I still want attention from the girls that ignored and rejected me in the years before I was old and jaded. I want attention from girls that are still innocent, virginal, not old and jaded. If older girls still had those qualities, I might not have as much interest in loli
Would still have some interest, simply due to the mechanics of smaller body=tighter pussy. But they don't. And lolis represent the epitome of those qualities. If I just got one girl when I was young, and got to stay with her, then I probably wouldn't have any of these fetishes.
>Straight shota (meaning me being the shota)
See above. I never got any attention when I was young. I wish I did. Now there are two variations to this, there is loli x shota, and also ara x shota. Loli x shota is better, because then we're both not yet jaded, and can spend our whole lives together, which is all I ever really wanted. Ara x shota is also fine, though, especially when it's the ara showing the interest and coming after the shota. Actually, she doesn't even need to be a technical ara. I don't even care about titty size. Titties are good in all sizes. I have nothing against the itty bitty titty committee. I'm not as interested in shota x ara when the shota is the initiator/pursuer. It's fine, but it doesn't do much for me in particular. Likewise, I prefer loli pursuing shota than the other way around, but in that case I sort of like it either way, because ultimately it's romantic if they get to spend their lives together. That's all I ever wanted. But I like it better when the girl pursues, especially for sexual reasons, because girls in real life never seem like they really want the guy, but just what he can provide, and I want to know that she intensely wants my body (which is me).
>tl;dr: All I really want is to have gotten with my childhood friend and married her and had a loving life together. But I didn't get that.
>So instead I at least want very strong mutual physical attraction, so much that she wants me all the time, because I want her all the time. We can also do other things together, which shows the attraction goes beyond sexual, but I don't think sexual and non-sexual interest is mutually exclusive, and want to express both at the same time. But while I've sort of felt this before, it's always fleeting, and the girls eventually ditch me. I just want one girl that wants to have sex with me literally all the time even while doing other things, and to keep doing this for the rest of our lives (I mean ideally this would be with the childhood friend, but that train has sailed). Is that too much to ask?
>So instead, I wish they at least wanted me sexually enough to pursue me instead of me pursuing them. I want them to want me as a sexual object instead of, or at least in addition to, a work object. But I don't get that either.
>So instead, I want to inflict sexual punishment/torture upon them, mostly (but not exclusively) with my dick.