I deleted my folder of 10's of GBs of necro stuff but like I keep coming back here idk what the fuck is wrong with me and why I am so genuinely attracted to cute dead animals leaking cum out of their dead gaping holes. At first it started off because I loved how there was a bigger selection of animals, ones too small or skittish for anyone to realistically fuck in a way convenient or often enough to record and the way they guys in the vid don't hold back and use every bit of power in there hips and leave them with a huge gape bc of the relaxed anus muscles. Obviously I hate it when I find out someone murdered a pet or wild animal just to fuck it because that ruins the point of looking at necrozoo to see people using the animals hard but not without immediately being turned off by thinking about the animal suffering but there's always crazy fucked up people with sadistic fetishes that ruin any fetish by going way too far. But I'm starting to feel bad because I kind of need the dead aspect to get fully aroused and to get off quickly without just sheer overstimulation, Like it makes me cum so quickly but I'm starting to hate myself that a sour smelling, decomposing, loose hole being slammed balls deep of a cute raccoon is what I'm into or any other creature I find adorable and would risk my safety to protect but as soon as they become a corpse it's like nothing but a temporary fleshlight to me but when I came someone skull fucking a fox I felt bad after I came then I thought how is that much different from fucking it's ass so a few hours later I was cumming to someone skullfucking a dog then I felt really bad because I'm thinking that used to be someone's put and it's brains are being scrambled by a dick then I thought how is that much different from fucking any other animal in any hole because they're both really fucked up context aside but like nothing made me cum so hard as the fox with someone's tip coming out of it's head but nothing also made me feel so bad. I hate myself so much and I'm probably going to hell for how many times I've came to dead animals but I just can't stop being attracted to them even after taking multiple breaks. Does anyone else feel anything similar to this?