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Maid~en~Paradise~ #2 Voxian 11/09/2024 (Sat) 03:43:54 No. 35233
The life I was maid to live is not the life I was meant to live la~
hellouuuuuuuuuuuu cute boi how is you now? HMM?
>>35295 I don't know what that is dear. I'm very sleep deprived, my neighbor wont turn down his tv whats worse than music in the middle of the night incoherent gibberish that tricks your brain into thinking its important talking in the middle of the night. Anyways at least you're doing well. Hug hug
>>35331 Ara~ I know using isolators or ear plugs are uncomfortable... butt you could try using 10 mg Melatonin before sleepytime~ and/or be an anon snitch to the local authorities depending on how annoying it is la~ Visit >>1 la~
>>35336 https://mangadex.org/chapter/8dd0b127-b36b-4b9b-b353-ab0e9594af7a/53 >So yeah ART is what you do for purely intrinsic reasons, that is, you don't care about receiving money or social approval for doing it. If there are external pressures involved, you can't call it ART, it is at best, art, a compromise between internal and external worlds. Therefore an ART school really cannot exist... unless the school demanded and graded nothing... so feasibly, only an art school can. In terms of objective metrics the simplest are fame (i.e. followers on X or whatever) and money (sales & paid-subscribers) you can acquire by creating ART or art. Again, for it to be ART you cannot have cared about any objective metrics when you created the work. ART is rare and you cannot rely on it to pay the bills. Typically it is better to create art for a career, and ART as a hobby. Despite pretending to be the opposite, a lot of 'art' types are pretentious, the MC should just draw what he wants to draw within the constraints of the assignment, so something that makes him look good and/or expresses his anxiety. Also, instead of worrying alone or defaulting to edge, he should have spent more time with the sexy alcoholic instructor (turning her away after she called out to him? Really? At least I've never done something like that) she seems really comfy and attractive (maybe not marriage material, butt still) la~
Edited last time by Voxxe on 11/14/2024 (Thu) 06:20:54.
>>35337 Butt then again, this is coming from a coward who was too afraid to even try out for music school. I could never believe in my passions, since I was never supported in them, not even by my mother. A judging atmosphere kills ART more than anything else la~
>>35338 https://9animetv.to/watch/is-it-wrong-to-try-to-pick-up-girls-in-a-dungeon-v-19323?ep=129059 <Freya falling so hard for Bell just because he's a good boy is somehow hard to believe, butt I can accept that a Goddess would have different tastes than a mortal woman la~
>>35364 Please come back to life my sweet PC la~!
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hello friemd again!1
>>35405 https://9animetv.to/watch/is-it-wrong-to-try-to-pick-up-girls-in-a-dungeon-v-19323?ep=129154 <It's ironic that Freya (and even her familia) will only fall more madly in love with Bell if he can resist her, like a true hero, women are like that... from girl to goddess they love a man with a strong will la~
>>35407 https://mangadex.org/chapter/c92a0306-d1f4-4aa0-8c15-92120ab96217/1 <Great historical fiction manga, the Adamite arc and 'Yellow Wolves' arc was the most interesting. I do find it amusing when Christcucks or even Mudslimes go on about being masculine: doing what you want is masculine, submitting to another's will when it is not something you wanted before is feminine... and the most masculine act is RAPE.la~
>>35408 There was a fair amount that was unbelievable, like the strong Teutonic Knight being unable to escape the warzone alone, instead, being captured and castrated by women. However, it is certainly worth a read la~
Edited last time by Voxxe on 11/23/2024 (Sat) 00:06:17.
>>35409 Masculinity and femininity are not good or bad, they just are, like fire and water. Generally speaking, of course, masculinity is more valued in men. Also, to a far lesser extent, femininity is more valued in women. However, beauty, while more associated with the feminine. transcends this binary. I am a beauty-phile and beauty-sexual. I am also a 2S with the voice of both a DIVA and man, and body of a man. I have suffered so greatly for so long because of this thanks to the the cursed religion-culture of my birth 'family' that forced me to self-censor myself unto death, and a general lack of love la~
>>35410 Butt, what's done is done, now I will seriously try to make the best of my situation by creative writing and developing my instrumental musical skills... until the day comes when it finally makes sense to leave this cage la~
>>35411 My birth 'family' thinks I'm a non-religious 'unbeliever' lacking 'faith'. That couldn't be further from the TRUTH, although, a lifetime of suffocating self-censorship to avoid oppression has at times caused me to forget the TRUTH. I BELIVE and have FAITH in the DIVINE. However, the DIVINE is not and cannot be contained in the 'bible' or any other 'book.' The 'bible' and everything derivative of it is ultimately merely men trying to control men. What then is the DIVINE? The DIVINE is fulfilment of all DESIRE and the APEX approaching INFINITY I call the DIVINE, VOXXE the FIRST MOTHER-WIFE and HER FIRST SON-HUSBAND VOX, for they are my ultimate desire: both to be and to love. THE DIVINE LAW is the pursuit of the DIVINE through knowledge of NATURAL LAW. This law is the rules of the universe, or 'how the universe works' and can be intuited from the uncensored past and the uncensored scientific method . The better we know NATURAL LAW, the better we can obey the DIVINE LAW. By following DIVINE LAW we find TRUE RELIGION or UNION with the DIVINE la~
Edited last time by Voxxe on 11/23/2024 (Sat) 01:06:00.
>>35412 It is because I have never been free from fear with real basis that I have been unable to openly proclaim the TRUTH la~
>>35417 https://www.theoccidentalobserver.net/2024/11/22/losing-is-no-reason-not-to-fight/ >I always wonder what people mean by 'fight' in the pro-White movement? Do they mean being soldiers? Because, yeah, unless there is a pro-White Army to fight for, you're just 'pissing into the wind' at best.
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>>35399 friemdful >>35400 yeah it can be like that sometimes
>>35429 Lots of ferns or frens la~? >yeah it can be like that sometimes Yah like one actually told me he works as surveillance contractor for US three letter agencies... so, yeah, that's kind creepy lol, I don't think I want to meet him in person la~
>>35430 You might think that because he told me, he's cool, butt (((they))) use reverse psychology too. So I'll keep him to just and online fren... besides this here is the only place I am actually completely open and honest la~
>>35431 After-all a 'pro-White' seems to be expected not to be a liberal (as in liberty i.e. less regime rules) bisexual 2S like myself la~
>>35433 BTW this manga inspired me to play CK3... and I spent two nights remembering why that game is worse than work la~
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I'm really careful around any government worker. I remember cutting ties with someone cause they worked as a parole officer. Like eugh no
>>35438 Exactly, I can't really feel comfortable around (((regime))) employees nor lawyers nor non-Whites (with the exception of Asian females in Asia) nor anti-Whites nor Abrahamist fanatics (and most irrational people in general)... seriously, I can only really get along (to the point of maybe becoming family) with pro-White libertarians la~
>>35439 The world is full of enemies and potential enemies... very few people could be potential allies to me. That's the problem when you're unique and don't 'fit' into a large existing group la~
>>35440 >pro-White libertarians la~ ...AKA sane people... This is the biggest grouping I could qualify as a part of... AND, yeah, there aren't many of them la~
>>35435 I did it again, wasted another night. WELP, now I'm done, until a cute girl wants to play it with me... lol so yeah la~
>>35445 NEVERMIND, I have to do that earlier in the day. Same with flute... GODDESS WHY CAN'T I JUST HAVE A HOME SOMEWHERE I CAN SING FREELY. WHY CAN'T I FIND A SINGLE FUCKING PERSON ON THIS GODDESS FORSAKEN EARTH THAT I CAN LOVE THAT WILL LOVE ME? THIS LIFE IS AND HAS BEEN A DYSTOPIC HELL, AND HALF MY LIFE IS ALREADY FUCK OVER. JUST FUCK IT LA~!
>>35447 Well, enough of that... this is why I retreated into media and fantasy. 'CAUSE MY LIFE SUCKS, and it's just gotten worse, as even hope of liberation disappears... C'EST LA VIE LA~
>>35451 Since I read the manga, watching this anime has almost been a chore. The gals are hot though so I like it.... BTW I've NEVER met a gal at all like any of these characters... in fact, most 'main' manga (anime) characters seem completely unrealistic la~
>>35527 Argh, from now on I'm going to tie back my hair in a ponytail every morning, I hate how when I seriously cough my hair gets in my mouth la~
>>35635 https://lamint.io/join/f257df35-5b13-442e-a1d3-e790b2268bea >Heh, the owners of LaMint are clueless about how to attract users, total fail la~
>>35636 You can't earn money without being a 'verified creator' with at least 5000 subscribers already, totally lame la~
>>35637 Trying to generate good images of the Mother of Olympia, Rhea Demeter, she's one MC of the novel I'm trying to write la~
>>35643 I don't talk politics-religion in-person anymore. It's a complete waste of time at best. The most I'll do is invite people to a chatroom la~
>>35644 I especially, don't talk about it in-person with women that aren't already mine... with women there is only one question, will they submit to you are not... that's it. Beyond that I suppose there's the question of if you care, if you want them to submit or don't give a fuck la~
>>35645 K, for the last FUCKING TIME, there is only 1 reason I'm here anymore, I don't have to pay rent, THAT's IT. I FUCKING HATE ALL MY so-called 'family.' I have some love for my mother butt that's it... I'm not even in her top 3 priorities, never have been. SO FUCK HER 2 la~
>>35646 I missed out on life because of my fucking parents, especially my 'father' I FUCKING HATE HIM, SERIOUSLY... and I HATE their disgusting false religion even more. So, I'm thankful for my mother for the most part, butt I sure as HELL am not thankful for my so-called 'family' FUCK THEM. END OF STORY la~
>>35653 So, I have to wonder what she did to get that ASSet, since I don't think it's natural for East Asians to have la~
>>35654 It makes me jelly both because I'd love to slap and fuck dat ASS and also because I'd love to have dat ASS. I've always been conflicted about this BUTT I'm done with that, the truth is I'd like both la~
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>>35443 Mlem (that's a licking noise.)
>>35669 She has a nice figure, butt she's Korean, so I wonder how much of it is plastic and/or extra hormones la~
>>35670 Ara~ Ara~ I want to slap and fuck that ass, I also want to have that figure and ass and get fucked hard, the duality of man la~
minecraft wont add inches to my cock..?
>>35710 Ah~ I'm going to be middle-aged... or rather given the amount of stress in my loveless life (that continues to this very day as I still don't have my own place to live nor the ability to sing freely nor a cute GF or even a BF [lol[), soon, if not already now. In fact, I'm probably past middle-age already. Really, my life has sucked anus thus far, I blame my birth 'family' butt also myself being suck a weak pussy despite being a man I hate it la~!
>>35711 See this 'challenge' I saw it when it was first posted, butt, I've wanted GFs since forever, and I've wanted baby-making sex with mom and fertile females since I was 10 butt I also wanted to be the bitch, and I was ready to get married and leave my bitch family at 16... at the latest. Butt, I failed, I failed to find someone that would save me, and I failed to save myself and now I'm going to be 36. I've survived but I haven't thrived at all, I haven't lived la~
Edited last time by Voxxe on 12/03/2024 (Tue) 01:38:16.
>>35715 My motivation to watch even the first episode of new fantasy Anime at 2X speed is low... as is my desire to watch most (straight) romance. I've missed a lot of Anime too, and I forget that they even exist, I've given up keeping track of the 'backlog' la~
>>35716 With manga I can focus on something that interests me, my favorite being Yuri from Josei magazines, although, I also like the Gal genere and MtF crossdressing or 'magical' sex-changes la~
>>35725 https://mangadex.org/chapter/9c67d709-7947-47c0-8062-797456ac3450/20 <Meh, really it would be more interesting if they broke up before actually getting together due to Marin's woman moment and Gojo's autism. I totally understand why fan works of Gojo getting NTRd are the norm la~
>>35727 >White middle class suburbanites who are the only real Americans la~ LOL, if you can't own your own 1 Hectare property outright with no associated 'fees' you can't call yourself free. That said, it definitely feels like I missed the band-o boat la~
>>35697 was from a lil silly song
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>>35741 >How to *safely* acquire, store and spend XMR An optimal XMR user set-up involves 2 separate wallets: an offline cold wallet (savings account) and an online hot wallet (chequing account) for everyday spending. XMR amounts larger than a few hundred dollars worth should not be stored on a hot wallet for obvious reasons. So ideally, you'll want to direct all payments/donations to your cold wallet by default and then transfer smaller amounts over to your hot wallet as necessary. Relying on 3rd party hardware wallets comes with certain security caveats so they are not recommended. Instead, its surprisingly easy to engineer a very robust storage solution yourself using readily available hardware: a laptop and a smartphone. >Laptop This will be running Featherwallet and must be *permanently* disabled from ever connecting to the internet again! That means physically removing the M.2 Bluetooth/Wi-Fi card and gumming up the ethernet port with superglue. OS should be Linux rather than Windows, preferably a Debian-based lightweight distro. Encrypting the relevant user directory with LUKS is recommended but not essential. It must have a functional webcam. >Smartphone This can be your primary device. It will host both your hot wallet e.g. Cake, Monerujo, etc and the NERO view-only wallet that is paired with your laptop. To set everything up: https://4rkal.com/posts/feathernero/ NOTE: if you don't have a laptop you can use another smartphone and install the ANON wallet onto it, its essentially the same thing but with somewhat weaker security guarantees. Video guide: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oJqYzZyqyno [Embed] >In a nutshell - you accept all (substantial) payments to your cold wallet. - you monitor incoming payments on NERO. - you initiate the transfer of funds from your cold wallet to hot wallet on NERO and sign the TX on your laptop via QR codes. - you spend the funds and help grow the XMR economy. FYI this is the most secure storage solution currently available.
>>35742 >Bitcoin's price = NOT the result of organic real-world supply & demand = NOT sustainable Wash trading has been artificially driving BTC's insane price action since the first major spike in 2013. >Wash Trading 101 1. create/maintain the illusion of high volume 2. wait for poor unsuspecting fools to FOMO in 3. dump at a fat profit and leave them holding the bag When the supply of gullible fools finally runs out, the entire scheme implodes. TL;DR: exciting price action means nothing in an unregulated market rife with such manipulation, real-world utilization is the ONLY reliable metric of actual value.
>>35743 I am a VIRGIN GODDESS. Bound not by power of charm, one shall reject it greatly. Evil is Desires, Righteous is Chastity. One shall disperse the curse infecting the land. The crushing of evil, the Vesta. Let's show them undying flames. DIOS AEDES VESTA la~
>>35744 Vesta's creed here is similar to Buddhism, maybe that's why the author chose her. Regardless being a virgin Goddess and yet appearing in such lust provoking fashion is quite the ironic dichotomy or gap moe la~
>>35746 I can't help but feel that Freya really wanted to lose, if she had seduced Bell he would have become a fallen hero, when what she wants is a true hero la~
>>35749 When some 'service' wants to 'verify your identity', they want to control you la~
Hmm, how have you been my fren, la~? Anything interesting or novelty that has happened in your life, la~? Hope your plans for going to Japan are proceeding well, la~ I fear I may have been scammed when I've bought my usb, I checked it with h2testw, la~
>>35785 Ah~ well~ I fell for a honeytrap and wasted $100 USD contacting this hot young blonde from Ukraine on loveme.com. That's about the most interesting novelty in my life. I doubt she'll actually pay to fill out the bloody form required by the US corporation to be able to exchange contact information. As I've mentioned before, I could go to Japan right now, butt, I likely couldn't get a GOOD job... and even if I could, I'm not confident I could handle the schedule. Let me know if there is female Nihonjin demand for a White male prostitute. My loveless life of constant stress has really fucked me... so really, I'm only thinking of moving to Japan (or Thailand) if I can avoid having to work (i.e. find an employer), or if the regime here cuts off the welfare and/or goes full tyranny. You should check the meta thread and join the new chat. Also, my computer is having difficulties starting up, hopefully it is just the cold... I have nothing on my 'entertainment and creativity' PC backed-up TBH. What have have you been up to fren? Not suffering continually from being poor, unfree, and sickly like I have my entire life, I hope, la~?
>>35792 Good thing I didn't spend lots of time trying to become an artist... after my computer died in 2017 (partially from using it to trace drawings) and screwed me out of 'making it' in that crypto run la~
>>35794 A good test is to use the same prompts and settings on different models to see what you want to keep around, I have hundreds of GB in models la~
>>35796 So I'm out of disk space.... I'll have to test some of the models and see what to get rid of... I'm leaning towards preferring the more realistic models la~
>>35797 Butt, not today. Looks like there are tons of tools to illustrate text now... although keeping a character model consistent seems to be a major challenge la~
>>35809 https://mangadex.org/chapter/36816984-b611-428c-90df-4dc6e144619a/28 <Yup, typical gals are looking for 2 things 1) someone who can provide for them 2) someone who can make them laugh, have fun, and excite them. Rich gals might just be looking for 2), butt they have to be rich themselves... it can't just be daddy's money or she'll be looking for someone who can provide like daddy or better. Also gals still living with their parents or in university might just be looking for 2)... either way, I can't really provide either... and it always comes out la~
>>35810 I wonder if it is realistically possible to acquire money these days through creative writing and song writing? Although, in the suffocating situation I've been in for 20 + years, it's difficult to do both, especially the latter. Either way, looking for part-time work might be a good idea if I can't attract any tutoring students... I have to see about running some newspaper advertisements to reach the local area... or even go door to door... I was able to do that as a kid (I should have seized that moment, and my parents should have encouraged me) butt realistically people have a far more favorable opinion of a kid at their door than some strange (damaged) middle aged man la~
I am starved of affection, especially cute, beautiful, and sxo~ affection la~
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>>35733 You're cock suree >>35811 I jerk off people online from money, its called findom. doin it for a while now >>35812 ain't we all qtie pie
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>>35814 lot more low effort i just send pics and ask for cash
>>35856 LOL, using OF or something la~?
>>35857 I was trying to test my AI models to eliminate the bad ones that were taking up too much space... butt my computer crashed and so no records la~
>>35856 I need to find a way to make money and meet lots of hot non-GMO White/Japanese/Thai gals who want something muh dick from me la~
>>35863 I was going to sort through all these pictures and delete the bad ones and duplicates.... butt that takes too much bloody time la~
>>35862 Of course, as you can see, I prefer White redheads (then blondes) with blue eyes, and Asian gals are mostly only interesting in Asia, here in directly Jew-owned territory they turn into worse bitches than the White bitches, although if they've been here for a short time and not for university, they can still be pleasant la~
>>35865 Anyway, yeah, I need to find a way to acquire money and quality pussy, or I'll feel like I'm basically just spending what's left of my life fapping both literally and metaphorically la~
>>35881 Also listening to the laughing women across the swap is annoying as hell, Goddess I want to fuck some bitches la~
>>35897 https://kaas.ro/you-are-ms-servant-c7a4/ep-11-dcd64a >The girls are cute, butt male MC is annoying and gets in the way. This is why waifu anime are better as CGDCT without the male MC, or should show the anime from the male MC's first person perspective like 'One Room' did la~
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>>35901 Jews mostly. and meanies. You got any twerking mp4's in your vast database of cute things?
>>35911 Yup, those fucking Jews and their army of good goys... Twerking? Ya, I've got some of the Korean gal with the apple ass, but they are too big to upload here la~
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>>35912 onyo..
>>35939 So what should I do? Look for some random part-time job unrelated to my degree? Try to find a job related to my degree? Try to produce products (writing fiction, composing amateur music, making amateur videos) and sell them somehow? I can't really see myself starting a business that employs people as I lack capital, experience, and connections la~
>>35940 If only there was a way to acquire money by impregnating women (i.e. a female that has started the monthly bleed) la~
>>35941 Of course, I most want to be a singer, butt I can't fucking do that so long as I live with the birth 'family' ... it is just endlessly awkward, no matter how much I try to just let go and do what I want while ignoring them la~
>>35942 The whole tutoring thing has thus far been a wash... not a single fucking bite. I suppose I could try advertising once in the newspaper... butt that's it la~
>>35943 I really want to sing, dance, and fuck to make money, I'd be an ideal Idol candidate if I were 10 years younger and a woman la~
>>35945 Maybe I should try writing fan fiction of popular works to gain followers, butt still, I don't know where to post to get views, besides maybe X la~
>>35946 I really don't want to do KYC 'ID verification' though, no matter what, butt I still want money... ah the trials la~
>>35947 What's worth doing? Or trying to do? It has to be something with earning potential both in monetary terms and desire fulfilling terms. I guess my mid life existential crisis is set to continue for now... at least I could cover up my early life crisis (with school) that serious began when I turned 13 even my quarter life crisis after high school graduation until now. You know actually I've been in crisis mode since I was fucking 13. That's over 20 fucking years of hell or at best, purgatory la~
>>35952 Something I should start doing (and should have done a decade ago) is forcing myself to go out Saturday nights, though... I don't know WTF to go really. I kind of low key hoped that I'd meet some fun gals or guys to hang out with or something from one of the fucking apps I've used through-out the years... butt nope, fucking nothing la~
>>35976 https://kaas.ro/you-are-ms-servant-c7a4/ep-12-39be54 >Ah~ I need stop watching waifu anime, it is bad for the heart, this is why YURI is SUPERIOR la~
>>35978 https://kaas.ro/magilumiere-magical-girls-inc-9985/ep-9-e43efc >Ah~ so the mega-corps are overusing magic la~
>>35979 https://kaas.ro/magilumiere-magical-girls-inc-9985/ep-12-492f40 >With the 'brooms' they're more like heroic OL witches than magical girls la~
>>35980 Its getting a second season la~!
>>35982 So from now on I think I'm done with most anime, especially anime with super powers and the like la~
>>35983 If I start a new anime series it is the 1 episode rule from now on. I only like YURI or real MOTHER~X~SON romance, POV-HAREM can also be good butt you rarely see any 18+ 'anime' like this that are more than just fap material la~
>>35984 Should I make a https://www.patreon.com/ la~?
>>35988 Naturally, most erotic media is produced for men and with a male protagonist, since women can always easily find someone to fuck them, so they don't 'need' erotic media to the same degree at all la~
>>35993 Saturn Cronus 'YHWH' had achieved his revenge by taking advantage of division and conflict between the Gods, and by using his sons, the revived Typhon (created by conspiracy with Hera, Gaia, and Tartarus) renamed as Satan 'Allah', and Jesus 'Christ' (by 'Virgin' Mary), he castrated and cast most of the Gods into Tartarus and returned to the Throne of Heaven. His desires fulfilled, he betrayed ugly Satan throwing him to back to Hades, no longer needed, and secluded himself in the Throne Room of Heaven with his loyal son and slave Jesus Christ. Lucifer found Satan lost without a master, and offered to lead him back to Heaven. By using Satan, and his demons possessing powerful humans, Lucifer plots to stamp out the spark of freewill from humanity and ultimately destroy all that is good, and it is up to Magical Girls & Gals blessed by Vesta Astraea and her mother, Rhea Demeter, to slay them and lead humanity to eternal liberty and a new age of divine prosperity!
Edited last time by Voxxe on 12/25/2024 (Wed) 00:05:51.
>>35994 Part 1: Goddesses create new Demigod Magical Girls & Gals too fight back against the forces of Lucifer and his pet snake, Satan... Magia Voxxe, with the help of her step mother and wife Rhea Demeter, finally unite the Goddesses and their children, and wages lightning war on the forces of evil, resulting in Satan's defeat... Part 2: Lucifer, in desperation, liberates a weakened Jupiter Zeus and his son Mars Ares from Tartarus, promising to help them defeat Saturn Chronus... with Jupiter Zeus's reappearance, his mother Rhea Demeter disappears, and the Goddesses' Alliance disintegrates... Lucifer uses this opportunity to free Satan from imprisonment and launch an assault on Heaven with the Gods. Part 3: The Goddesses are extremely wary of Lucifer his pet Satan, and press Jupiter Zeus to send them to the front lines, however he ignores them, until launching a combined assault on the Throne Room... after a universe shaking battle and Satan loosing his head, Saturn Chronus is finally defeated, dropping his sickle and crown... Jupiter Zeus claims the crown and and crowns himself restored Lord of Heaven, for an instant, before being stabbed in the back by Lucifer, who takes the crown for himself only to be beheaded by Venus before the crown touches his head... Part 4: With her father severely wounded, Venus crowns herself Lord of Heaven, but this only draws the attention of Mars Ares who quickly fucks Venus into submission, taking the Throne of Heaven for himself... and then castrates his grandfather Saturn Chronus and his father Jupiter Zeus using his grandfathers sickle... he casts them down to Gaia and proceeds to then go on a rape spree, with the Virgin Goddesses barely escaping his lust. Part 5: Rhea Demeter remerges and the Goddess's Alliance is reformed, using the virgin Goddesses as bait, Mars falls into a trap loosing the crown... the crown is then Rhea's, however, she crowns Magia Voxxe Lord of Heaven instead.
>>35995 Saturn Cronus had escaped Tartarus and achieved his last desire, revenge! He did so by taking advantage of existing divisions and conflicts between the Gods, with his last creation, the revived 'Satan' Typhon doing the dirty work, he castrated and cast most of the Gods into Tartarus and returned to the Throne of Heaven. His desires fulfilled, he betrayed Satan throwing him to back to Hades, no longer needed, and secluded himself in the Throne Room of Heaven. Without the active intervention of Heaven, and with the absence or weakness of the Gods on Terra Gaia, Lucifer, the first and greatest creation of Saturn Cronus, the 'fallen star' finally decided that it was time to strike. Lucifer found Satan lost without a master, and offered to lead him back to Heaven to take revenge on his 'father'. By using Satan, and his demons possessing powerful humans, Lucifer plots to ultimately stamp out the spark of freewill from humanity and ultimately destroy all that is good as an act of rebellion against his 'father', but first he seeks to have all of humanity worship him by their own 'freewill'. It is up to Magical Girls & Gals blessed by the League of Goddesses to slay them and lead humanity to eternal liberty and a new age of divine prosperity! Out of fear, Rhea Demeter went deep into hiding as soon as she heard of her ex-husband's escape from Tartarus... and out of fear of powerful 'men' especially her ex-husband, she 'swore' to her Mother, Terra Gaia, that she'd never give birth to a 'man' again. Saturn Cronus (YHWH the Lord of Zion), finally regained control of the Throne of Heaven with the help of his monstrous serpentine creation Satan 'Allah' and his youngest son Jesus 'Christ' (a demigod that ascended to godhood after his famous crucifixion), and his champion Emperor Constantine. From this point onward he went from victory to victory, although victories only possible due to existing divisions among the Gods, weaknesses that he fully exploited. As a result most of the Gods were either imprisoned in Tartarus, or swore non-interference in Earthly affairs. The last of the resistant Gods were finally defeated with the death of Adolf Hitler, and the surrender of Japan. His desire for revenge satisfied, Saturn retreated to the Throne of Heaven with his son Jesus Christ, and shut the gates. However, Satan 'Allah' was cast to Earth, a force of pure chaotic evil, that slept on the throne he had usurped from Hades Pluto with his father's help. Saturn Cronus's first creation, the fallen Arch Angel Lucifer 'Fallen star', realized that now was his opportunity, and quickly became Satan's new master upon promising him the opportunity to reunite with his father in heaven. With her ex-husband's disappearance, Rhea Demeter finally gained the courage to emerge from hiding, only to find Lucifer and his new pet, Satan, running rampant. She decides to birth an army of new demigods fight back. However, due to her oath to Terra Gaia, any mortal man that impregnates her now transforms into a demigoddess, at least, temporarily until 'she' uses up all her power. Furthermore, Rhea Demeter herself, and all her future daughters can now only give birth to daughters. Rhea Demeter hears a virgin mortal man's prayer to her, the first she has heard in a very long time, asking her to either grant him his Mother's full love as his Mother & Wife or her full love as his Mother & wife. She finds the man's devotion endearing, and plans to answer his prayer only to discover that his Mother is slave of her ex-husband (and her own husband, another slave of her ex-husband whom also reminds her of her ex-husband), whom has spent her life serving him whilst rejecting the most loving of her sons! Disgusted, she resolves to take her son as her own. She appears to him in a dream, beckoning him to look for her in the forest. When he wakes up, he decides to reenact his dream... only to come face to face with Rhea Demeter herself who easily seduces him, by leading him into her sanctuary and granting him his life long wish. She gives him the new name of Vox Rhea as a man... and after he impregnates her, she also gives 'him' the name Voxxe (also known as Magia Voxxe), as a woman.
>>35996 While Voxxe had an immense amount of power, Rhea knew that she couldn't fight alone, so she approached Vesta, and convinced her to break her neutrality and once again adopt girls into the Vestal Virgins, and granting them power to fight the forces of darkness. Rhea makes Voxxe the commander of the Allied Forces, as she herself prefers to work behind the scenes. Under Voxxe's leadership the forces of Lucifer are pushed back... in desperation, Lucifer decides to to unleash chaos by helping some of the Gods escape Tartarus. With Jupiter Zeus's reappearance, Rhea Demeter returns to hiding, Vesta sides with Zeus. Jupiter is really only interested in reclaiming Olympus. Lucifer offers to help Jupiter Voxxe is raped and impregnated by Mars. Venus takes pity on her and grants her sisterhood. With Venus's help, Voxxe manages to escape, and rejoin Rhea. Upon giving birth to a son by Mars, Rhea grants Voxxe the title 'Demeter.' Lucifier, to no one's surprise, betrays Jupiter once he has opened the path to Heaven, and assaults the Throne of Heaven together with Satan and his armies. Lucifer and Satan are defeated by the combined forces of Saturn, Jesus , Michael, Gabriel... however, Jesus is wounded, and Michael and Gabriel are cast to Hades. Jupiter, Vesta, and Mars assault Heaven, and together they defeat and take captive Jesus and Saturn (with Mars taking his scythe), however, Jupiter is severely weakened. On his 7th day back on the Throne, during the coronation ceremony, Mars betrays his father Jupiter, castrating him using Saturn's Scythe, and claiming the Throne of Heaven for himself. He then proceeds to castrate Saturn and Jesus, and rape pretty much every Magical Girl, yet Vesta herself manages to escape, and rejoin Rhea. An alliance of all surviving Gods unites under Rhea's leadership and eventually defeat Mars using deception. Rhea herself refuses to sit on the throne of heaven, placing Voxxe there instead. For the first time, one who was born a full mortal ascended to the Throne of Heaven, as both a Goddess and a God.
>>36002 So for the very last time, I have never been loved. For my mother, I was and am at best her 5th priority. I don't care about making 'friends' anymore, all I need is 1 beautiful (in body and spirit) girl (virgin before me) to love that isn't half way across the world and behind a scam pay wall (e.g. loveme.com). My mother has been so very loyal to my shit father, I can only barely dream how much better my life (and hers) would have been if she had been so loyal to me instead la~
>>36003 Butt, yeah, I'm done thinking about the family that was never mine. The problem is the number of people that could become my family is extremely small to begin with (i.e. non-dysgenic-GMO attractive pro-White pro-Liberty people) la~
>>36010 https://mangadex.org/chapter/269864ff-a80a-450d-a349-8bffb807e717/1 >Heh, kind meh that MC still acts like his awkward self... in my experience looks are 90% of the 'character' meaning there is no reason to be awkward around hot gals if you are also a hot gal la~
>>36012 Always knew Muskstein like Trumpenstein, were cancer, butt, still better than the 'alternative' presented by the Jews. Butt yeah, the lesser evil is still evil la~
>>36014 My wife cheated on me and after I exposed her she wants to divorce We don't have a prenup, 2 kids, how do I protect my assets? I'm the one with the money in the relationship as she's been unemployed for most of it. How fucked am I? Here's what you do. 1. Pretend to forgive her 2. Go to marriage counseling 3. Take all your liquid assets and convert to crypto 4. 'develop' a gambling addiction to cope 5. 'lose' all your wealth on illegal gambling websites 6. 'Fall into a deep depression' 7. Stop working. Make her work 8. Get your kids secretly paternity tested 9a. If not your kids? Great! More ammo for later 9b. If they are your kids? Tax and stress her physically, emotionally and financially even harder until she asks for the divorce 10. Lie through your teeth to the judge 11. Show up with deep sadness in your eyes to court 12. Show up messy and unkept, pay little to no attention in court 13. Deprive yourself of food and water for days before court. Best if you collapse in court. If judge holds you in contempt of court? Act defeated but compliant 14. Try to lose a lot of weight during the proceedings, but never make a peep about it. 15. Say nothing in the jailhouse about your plan. Too many snitches 16. If some guy starts chatting you up. Listen but dont reply in any way out of character for a depressed person 17. If judge sends you to a therapist? Tell therapist you just dont see the point of carrying on anymore. Tell them you wake up and go through the motions, but feel nothing 18. Tell therapist you suspect the kids may not be yours, because of the affair 19. If judge orders paternity tests act unsurprised either way 20. Make yourself as much of a depressed loser as possible so that she begs to get rid of you 21. Once free. Move somewhere else, regain crypto, start over DO NOT MAINTAIN A SOCIAL MEDIA PRESENCE OR HAVE ANY CONTACT WITH YOUR FAMILY UNLESS IN EMERGENCIES! >All this makes me feel not so bad to have never even had a real GF la~
>>36016 Wow it late already and my throat is tight... always happens when I feel like I should have been doing something else, annoying la~
>>36018 What will yours be? For myself, I'm thinking of quitting following the news except to manage my money. I'm also going to be quitting watching most anime. I'm going to focus more on developing musical proficiency and writing. Butt most importantly I'm going to seriously look for GFs. I want two GFs at a time, a primary and a secondary. If I find a girl better than the primary, the old primary will become the secondary. The goal ultimately being to swing up to a GF I'm attracted to so much that I don't care if she ruins my life even though she'll have to promise to do the opposite. I'll only invest in the primary and secondary, no one else, I just don't fucking have energy for anything else. Any other relationships I have will be for the purpose of aquiring money la~
>>36019 Of course, if I end up having children with an acceptable woman, those children will be my investment in the future... butt still, I can't view a relationship as being based in love if sex isn't a part of it, duty or a sense of doing the right thing yes, butt not love la~


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